Over the summer, I shared a story about when I let fear get in my way; when I let it dictate my actions and potentially sacrifice the relationship with one of my favorite companies. To this day I think about that day, that event and that brand and wonder if I’m over-thinking, but ultimately how to repair that relationship.
Anyway, this isn’t about that day; it’s about the fear.
And it’s not even about the fear of that day; it’s about the fear I’m facing now and working to overcome these fears so I can make things happen and really live my life.
So what fears am I facing?
-I’m afraid of not passing my NASM CPT test
-I’m afraid of the GRE and potential for grad school
-I’m afraid of success and failure
-I’m afraid of being alone and not getting my fairy-tale
-I’m afraid of what’s next but also of getting stuck
-I’m afraid to make my next move and not moving
-I’m afraid of letting someone down
-I’m afraid of talking too much and not saying enough
Now it’s time to get real
It’s time to buckle down, make a plan, accept what challenges present themselves, appreciate what is given to me, remember that I already made my dreams come true (manage bands) and this is my new dream, let go of what’s holding me back, and embrace what’s to come.