What are you going to do at the end of the year? What are you going to do when you finish this project? Where will you live?
The near-daily questions that I’m always fielding. I don’t know the answers and quite honestly, sometimes I’m just trying to figure out how to make it through this year, let alone figure out what I want to do when it’s over and where I want to live.
I have ideas, some worth pursuing and others not so much. I think I start to figure it out and the wind changes direction and I find myself back to the drawing board.
I sit in the dark, the room lit only by the glow from my computer. It’s 2:30 in Hawaii and I’m not tired enough to go to sleep as I took a 2 hour nap and then woke up to workout under the Blue Moon at an event at CrossFit Oahu.
The moon re-charged and re-energized me more than I was expecting. Some may blame the (clean) energy drink I had 4 hours ago or the discomfort of a full-body sunburn, but I don’t believe it’s either. The feeling is different – motivated, inspired, driven; my head swirling with ideas and potential plans.
Sometimes it’s frustrating to not have the answers for everyone; for myself. But when you’re running around with a medicine ball over your head under the Blue Moon, feeling it’s presence, power and energy, you remember to let go and just trust the journey.