No one said heartbreak always has to come from a person and it’s not always from a relationship. Sometimes heartbreak comes from a job you thought you were going to get but didn’t; sometimes it comes from losing a family member or friend; sometimes it comes from a project ending sooner than expected.
That latter being what I’m specifically referring to right now.
I’m not really going to go into the details as to why, but due to certain circumstances, it’s a decision that had to happen.
But it doesn’t make it any easier. It doesn’t make me feel any better about what’s happening or make me any closer to figuring out what comes next.
The decision came about during our time in Hawaii and I guess if there was anywhere you were going to deal with heartbreak, this would be the place to do so. And so I have.
I’ve spent mornings sitting and watching the sunrise, long walks on the beach, a few short runs along the ocean, and a lot of early mornings sitting in front of my computer writing. I know the more I write and the more I allow the words to just flow out of me, the better I will feel.
And just like every other heartbreak I’ve experienced in my lifetime, I know it will get easier with time. It always does.